It's All About Healing

Used Against Me (Spoken Word): Episode 389

Robin Black

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Some nights don’t feel dramatic, they feel endless: the same doubts, the same tears, the same quiet fear that you’ve gone too far to be forgiven. We start there, with a simple but fierce prayer that names the pain out loud and asks for help without pretending we have it together. If you’ve been carrying shame, uncertainty, or spiritual exhaustion, this conversation meets you with honesty and a way forward.

We talk about choices and consequences with zero fluff, including how “easy pleasures” can slowly build a fragile mind. When discipline wears thin, distractions get loud, and vulnerability can be twisted into confusion and worthlessness. We also frame the battle in spiritual warfare terms, not to sensationalize it, but to make one point clear: isolation is dangerous, and trying to live on your own strength eventually breaks you.

Then we pivot to identity and recovery. We refuse to identify with the darkest labels, we remember we are chosen, and we treat wounds as part of the story God can shape into purpose. The closing insight is the anchor: repentance stays powerful, and even the guilt that lingers can become a compass pointing back toward goodness, forgiveness, and direction.

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When Darkness Turns Into Direction

What the enemy uses against me, it is God who is using it for me to see me.

A Prayer From Rock Bottom

The pain, the sleepless nights, the tears, the doubts, and the uncertainties. Dear Heavenly Father, please help

Choices, Shame, And Consequences

me. I know it's my decisions, my transgressions, and sometimes my shame. The behaviors I choose come with the Russian roulette game of consequences. Dear Heavenly Father, I can't do this alone.

Why Distractions Keep Winning

I'm running back to you because the distractions are far too strong. When will I learn I can't live this life on my own, and I need you.

Fragile Minds And Hunting Grounds

Easy pleasures make a fragile mind. A weak mind is the enemy's domain. A lion can think it's strong until it meets a hunter. This world is the enemy's hunting grounds, and the darkness is his territory.

Refusing Worthlessness And Owning Identity

Sharing my weaknesses, my insecurities, and all my vulnerabilities, the darkness uses it against me, causing the confusion and feeling worthless. But I refuse to identify with those negativities. It is you who chose me, and now I can finally do the same thing.

Pain As Strategy And Growth

No matter my wounds, it is the pain that became a part of me, and it made me who I am. That was all a part of your perfect strategy.

Guilt, Forgiveness, And Repentance

The guilt from my past, the guilt from my shame, the guilt of having doubts and feeling scared as though Jesus would never forgive me. The enemy thought that he could use it against me, but it is repentance that remains so powerful, and the guilt I sometimes feel is what keeps me certain that his goodness is still directing me, and it always will.